生命谱出自己的曲调，或者圆润流转，或者荡跌低迷......

吃不下饭，心情欠佳；看喜剧时苦笑。这时候心情跌入了半谷底。

是为了得不到的爱情。

是为了寂寞的苦楚。

是为了一个人孤零零地走在马路上。。。

一个月总有几次类似于今年的“低落”。低落的时候我喜欢开着MSN。看着我的初恋时不时地从MSN上冒出来。看看他就好。

恩，我确定是初恋，我们谈过恋爱。时间短至八个多月。珥玛是唯一跟我正式交往过的人。我格外的珍惜。也是我长达二十多年的暗恋者。

他是幸福的，我总是会想起他，惦记着他。祝福着他。

是否也有同样一个人同样这么真诚地祝福着我呢？应该没有吧。算命的说我的付出总大过于收获。

真好！最后王子未娶公主真好！可以让公主低落的每时每刻惦记着王子！真好！

我并非做事积极，而是不想拖拖拉拉耗费精力。从淘宝购物到退货到苏宁购物送货上门安装。这一连串的动作在短短的三天内完成。我承认钱在家装上是万能的。晚上跟2朋友聚会在new house，感觉很放松。一个人无所谓追求安逸的生活，而且也不是我今年的目标。FJ说我怎么对这个NH没有感觉，其实不然；我是不想投入过多的感情，以至于日后不能理性的处理问题。

吃一堑，日后不能再在淘宝上购买大型的电器，即使要购买也得要眼睛放亮。折腾得很累，但我这回没有哭。就如败犬所说的勇气是靠一点一滴积累起来的。只有去努力思考解决问题的办法才是唯一的出路。我并没有放弃，而是积极去寻找，最后在CYH的帮助下，快递终于搞定。虽然那头说是货物还未收到。但在那两件大型的电器搬下7楼的那一刻，我感觉到精神上的放松。呵呵！

 

幸福的一对。

有一阵子无聊发慌，泡在sina的部落格。偶然发现了Chilam的blog.Chilam是我所喜欢的影星之一,我的初恋情人长相跟Chilam有点神似.这个男人似乎很完美.祝福！

Today I attend one E corner to improve my oral E. where do you pick your E name? Do you like Chinese food? What are you doing in your free time?  Many questions arised in this corner.and you can choose someone to communicate or chat with the interesting things which you concern.

First,you should have more preparation before go there. you should know how to begin to chat .and how to begin to say hello to somebody.

Second,you can try to express what is your interesting things happend in your life.

Never to forget the way to learn E.

Insist learning and speaking in your free time. and communicate with sb .

Remember some difficult words and sentences .

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Maybe I can travel to xiamen oneday .I do want to travel and walk in the seaside.

牵着手，走在海边

牵着手，走在海边

捡起贝壳

海浪抚过细沙

牵着手  走在海边

牵着手  走在海边

。。。

你很聪明，相当聪明。你可以揣摩别人的思想，你知道哪种选择是正确的。你非常清楚怎么去处理人际关系，你很富有逻辑性；头脑相当灵活，思维细腻，处事波澜不惊！而且你还是个好人。好人却不好惹。你懂得一切破坏的原则，你是无形的杀手。这个杀手却不太冷。你却相当的理智，荷尔蒙也动摇不了你的mind。你是可怕的，一旦逆势而行，那么无形中潜在的这股杀伤力波及一切，包括你自己也会受伤。唯有距离，才是最美好的！

随大众，不要过于另类。另类的元素属于耐得住寂寞、孤独的人士。你是个正常人，需要走正常的路线。因此，别害怕，向前走。没走一段时间定一个目标。不要选择徘徊在路上止步不前，接着动摇你的意志力。对！目标~！

I have built a count in kaixin001. and i have brought five cars .Every day I can get at least 3W yuan.It is very interesting. I am no more using the MAJIA to get more riches. Because I want to learn how to do it in the normal way. I am building the confindence and wealth. I think I can success one day.

Today I can not attend the banquent ,CUZ i use my mind when I analyze from the website .I think I can not get what I want in this banquent  except waste some money which I can use to buy more useful things.OK.I think I am do the right things today.

Well. After I saw the film I found some sentences which have the same feeling of me. So I decide to write it in the website.ok.Do it tomorrow.

These day I image a new novel in my mind .and the plot is very good. I think I will write it which named "a texi for love" .Good.I am a great fantast.

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