生命谱出自己的曲调，或者圆润流转，或者荡跌低迷......

“我要这个。。。这个水果蛋糕。”小孩稚嫩的声音。边上站着的大人身着民工的服装。克莉丝汀柜台前2个小不点，盯着可爱的蛋糕。我笑了，笑得很温馨。其实不管是民工还是CEO对待孩子总能让旁人感觉出一种难以言语的幸福。我也买了个水果蛋糕回来。美滋滋地~阴霾的一天总算过去了。

我今天心情不是很好，一整天那个天使借故询问着询问那；昨晚那真是被我猜到了。传到她耳朵里，任何对她觉得有点危险性的事情总是旁敲侧击。我受不了这种态度，只好进而远之。人与人之间还是要存在点距离的。即使是亲密的朋友，有些事情会让你知道的总会告诉你，不会隐瞒你。何必这么心急？反而露出了你的品性。我原本不想去深究，可想想过往，你所作出的一些行为；让我不得不对你保持间距，以至于不伤害到我。

晚饭也不太顺利，那点吃饭的店子服务员惯用的手法，让我受不了。明明河粉仍未下锅却睁眼说瞎话。于是，我跑去找他们的经理，可惜这种百年的上海老店借着名气，员工的脾气都很是不得了。我真希望我又能力收购这店子。重新创立一番新的景象。

6：30达到移动公司时，刚好关门。

去了美容美发店。洗了头发；做了个瑜伽背部按摩。挺舒服的。肩膀前一阵子出现了点问题，要多锻炼才行。我的口才及忍耐力可谓是极品。不过也是，在这店子里干活12个小时，没时间去学点新的东西。这种生活很枯燥。前景估计也不会太好。我还是觉得趁年轻她们可以学点英文之类的。接触些高素质的人群。多提高下自己。毕竟年轻！今晚我说了很多，也是在按摩这种舒适的环境下。她似乎听进去了。也比较有长进，我虽然在行动上无法去帮助他人；但是语言的魅力可不容忽视！演讲者可以激励很多人。她的五官及态度在服务行业算是中上，只是学历不佳；后天去补足。若是开家美容店，估计她就是我第二个想要应聘的员工。

Maybe she is right.

Today the news of miai happened in sina.It told that many single women in Sh. attend the party where can know other single men. and the number of women are more larger than men. How unfair!

Why does the society begin to change? They can not control the balance of guys.and it affect badly.I hope it can be controled. The government  should adjust some policies to make it better.But they have no ability like that they also can not control the rise of house.That is very dangerous. People will find unregular action to solve some unfairy things.I hope it can be controlled like the weather.

C tell me a piece of  news in the office. Somebody who is a man who has a lot of money who is single who is intereseted in me .If I catch the chance ,he will have a date with me .I think it about a few minutes,and find my age ,and say yes.I have no choice!

If I say no,it means I refuse a good chance,maybe a good chance to know someone.And I always say no several years ago,it make me weak and have no confidence to deal with the important things.So this time I say yes.

I say yes!Good luck!

I dislike rainy day.I like the sun around me.and wander in the road with some Firmiana.I like Autumn.

Today I avoid talking with AL who  gossip with  everything. And she has observation ability strongly.Sometimes I chat with her ,and I find I lose sth from the gossip.So I keep up with silence until I konw that I can control my attitude to sths.

 

我终于弄清楚了这两天惶恐不安得原因所在了。因为“期待”；因为害怕“消失”。

一旦你觉得物有所值，并开始憧憬未来时，但事情仍是个未知数，你不得不去猜测能够成功。那种感觉很受压抑，我摆脱不了得原因是因为满怀期待，看不开。就是这样。就像一只股票一样，高价有待升值的股票最后却不知能否进入我的口袋。OK!

直到晚上这会我才想清楚，才恍然大悟。即使失去了，至少曾经为之努力过。往日肯定还会有这样的机会，因为那取决于我，我的眼光，我的头脑，我的一切的一切！而非客观的因素。若是得不到，那么我更是要付出努力；若是得到了，要么我会好好珍惜；好好去把握！对！就应该这样。保持这样的心态！！！GOOD.我是好样的！

··省钱不代表不吃饭，随便吃；营养得跟上！

··再急的性子，处理事情也要冷静，不可以慌张!要有对策，有逻辑，避免慌乱~

可以找朋友咨询，不可仓促决定。

··一定要相信自己的判断！！有勇有谋！

OK~!lucky! I found someone who have the same birthday of mine. And though she is nothing to do it ,it help me a lot.When I said there is someone who is my friend who is lawyer ,and somebody begin to deal with the contract colemnly.That's funny!

I list two programs in June.Now it is the first day in august.I should sum up  something which happen in july and which I can not obtain it.

First,tell something which I have done in July.

(1) I wrote the diary in E.and I can remember about 200 words at least.It can help me communicate with guys easily.I watch the fox tv in FX in order to realize the oral E.

(2)I put some new photos which took in the studio into yj.It is not only can promote the popularity,but it also  can give me more chance.

(3)I got some books about icp.and next month I should prepare to the exam of october.

(4)I establish a new group of perfect  picture in DB.and it is also link to AW.Then I should put some contents in it.

(5)I prepare to buy a car.So learn to how to save the money. Though I don't mark the expense in the net ,I remenber in my heart .I think it is not exactly available.

Second ,assess the aim.

(1) "JY OK." but it is not OK.I think I should do something to improve it.GOD help me !

(2)"BFT ok"but it is also not ok exactly. I have read some chapter .I only remember one centence of if you want to get more ,you should hold it for a long time.And you should have the precise  vision which is like choose a husband.I went to the bank yesterday and found I got more M in the account number.I am very delighted. KEEP!

NO.3

I begin to writer the target of  August. Good luck.

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