生命谱出自己的曲调，或者圆润流转，或者荡跌低迷......

These days I am very sad about somethings. 生活没有动力，生活没有目标。目标不明确。有些事情我无法控制。我很难受，难受的连走路都觉得孤独。除了孤独还是孤独。

feeling and fearful

I have worked for one week. In that week I was very busy.One hand I should be know well with the project.On the other hand ,I had to know this company's custom. and the second one is very important . i have not predicted that I should communicate with the foreigners in the meeting and listening what they had said. They always use the specialty words in the architecture field. I think I should buy a dictiory about the explain of the special words which always used in my work. yeah,It is also very important,and I should enhance the listening.

OK.Summarize

First,buy a dictionary.

Second,listening everyday as soon as possible.

Third,realize the whole project and control. I should be controled by myself.

--------

I have not completed my thesis. and it is near the time to submit the application.  I have to completed in August 18.Next  I should attend the meeting of interior decoration.and I should learn makeup on Sunday afternoon.

 

[本日志已设置加密]

He is so handsome and confidence.when i talked with him ,i look for that glare. maybe i have not met this handsome man for a long time.i was shcoked .with the surprise,i found the happyness that hiding in my deep heart springed up. i am so happy with talking with the handsome. i am a artist.Maybe I think I am so lonely.and lost of confidence to appreciate. Maybe I am crazy at that time.Maybe......

The consumer's association of Beijing has urged consumers to control the use of mosquito coils.Experts suggested families with babies and pregnant women ditch the coil and use physical methods such as a mosquito net instead. 

Contrary to popular belief that a forgetful brain is a part of ageing,a new book written by American scientist Barbara Strauch shows that our brains  actually get better with age,the Daily Mail of London reported Tuesday.She pointed out a raft of new studies have found that our brain hits its peak between ours 40s and 60s. when it comes to more complex tasks such as problem-solving and language,we are at our best at middle age and beyond. Furthermore,rather than losing many brain cells as we age, we retain them and even generate new ones well into middle age.

Is your fitness routine wilting in the sizzle of this long,hot summer?If you exercise outdoors,experts urge you to drink up ,wear less clothing,exercise in the shade and try to avoid the hottest part of the day,Reuters reported. If you're running,jog.If you are jogging,walking.If you are walking,slow your pace.To make sure you are drinking enough,check  the colour of your urine.It should look more like lemonade than apple juice,case explained.

I was tied up in traffic. I was tied up at that moment .Does this tie up with what Henry said?

HE is handsome and have many attractive feature in the novels. He is brave and wisdom.and she always fall in love with him.So lovely story.make me well.

which is good which is bad . if you believe ,your dream will come true.and they have lovely babys whose are beautiful.  temperament  is very special.Every man who meet her will fall in love.and protect her as possible. So sweet. I think every novel that can make film should be accepted by the audience.because every girl has a wonderful lovely dream in her heart. like Korean Drama.

So dream is going on. Looking for loverly stories around the world. I think if you like reading loverly stories,you must know how to value someone who you loves.and make some romatic things which happened in your daily life. give your lover some gifts .if she like flowers ,you can buy some special flowers .if she like drinking ,you can buy some redwines. So nice.you can do everything if you want to make the romance.Enjoy your life.

早上一定要坚持吃枣子，不能偷懒。

接下来准备面试的资料，尽量资料要详细而且能打动人。

1。项目介绍 swh attravction

2.introduce myself who is a good person

3.dressed well

when i find i know a little knowledge about  steel structure,i should spend some time to learn and fill into this field. a new area for me. i can learn new things and make new friend in the new place.everything is new. i have more couriosity.

Customers are our business partners to achieve multiple-win business cooperation.

Employees are the fountain spring of our strength.

Brand is our fundamental guarantee for existence.

Technology is the cornerstone for sustainable growth.

 

倾其所有！

从前有这样一个人过了十几年忽然发现以前走的路很没有意思，于是他开始无所事事，开始不断地找人侃，看些无聊的网页；这样的生活大概持续了半个月。突然间他开始醒悟，他说不要在回到原来的那种状态，要开始一个新我。于是乎，摒弃了以往的一些好的或是不好的习惯，他开始看书，看人物的著作。学习他们的生活方式，参考他们处事的方法。当然书籍中不可能包括他们的每件小事，于是他开始思考。从微笑的事物中摸索着大的道理。相信怎样才是对了，怎样才能使得自己有欲望，怎么才能把自己的欲望变大，实施！他开始坚定信念，一步一步的走着。每走一步回过头来反思下；一步步的前进。到最后他的朋友觉得他似乎变了个人，判若2人或是3人。虽然样貌没有变化，但是整个一股气息变掉了。以前，不太容易接近。如今却变得平易近人，且温和。似乎他的全身都充满着一股可亲的力量。每个人都希望跟他交朋友；每个人都希望跟他交谈。

他成为了一个好人。朋友多了。他自然是好人。可是这个社会是个利益熏心的社会。一旦无利可图，没人再会来接近你。你脱离了这个社区。利用与被利用。每个人都有自己的想法，都有自己所倡导的一套理论。想要真正融入于某个人的某个思域，真的是很难。否则也不会有这个八个字“物以类聚，人以群分”。

 

my lover

还我激情！

2004年我写旅游日志，每期都订购旅游杂志。看着杂志及报纸上那些图片景色痴迷。

2005年我疯狂的工作，疯狂的暴走。疯狂的生活在一个和平的年代。我相信周围都是好人。我也是个好人。

2006年我痴迷于一段纠缠于心的十几年的感情。

2007年我开始失去自我，无我的生活着。

2008年找回了一半的自我，我仍是追随着别人的脚步。

2009年我看清楚了，我还是我。我是如何的堕落与出色。

2010年。。。。。。

当我不再对一张照片一幅画痴迷的时候，我就已经失去了生活的激情。当我回头意识到已经失去很久的时候，我发现我失去的竟然是真我。做事之前开始了反复的衡量利弊，不再走回头路。也不再去浪费多余的时间做一些无所谓的事情，自以为看透了生活，却从不走进生活。我们是谁？谁才是我们？

我不再听音乐，或者说从失恋那次开始我不再接触音乐。哪怕是卡拉扬的音乐我也很少去听。我缺少了生活的乐趣。自以为看得很透彻，可是我看清了什么?what i gain,nothing~