what is my shortcoming?

confindence is more important !

now i have no logic to find a good way to overcome. Give me energy!

最近饮食不注意。下巴就出现了3颗豆豆，我在努力的消灭它。又是这么个时候。查了去年了看病记录。也是这么个时候。看来这个季节是复发的季节。我不能在折腾我的下巴了，也不能再吃中药了。我要靠我的意志力加上饮食调理。还有环境的颜色去克服今年这个困难。

1.屋子里装点橙色~暖色调。

2.一天一个橙子加一个香蕉加一根玉米。

3.不吃辣的不吃凉的不吃任何涉及辣的及冰冷的食物。

4.保持好的心情。偶尔看看韩剧调节下hormone.

5.头发不能去烫及染色。

6.买个5800Nokia!@

i think we are friends when we met in one or two years .we live together and play together.we are have the same income.but now it is different.Because our leader is WW who is a  miser.he can  not think about our benefits .so we only can fight for by ourselves. so the friendship is gone. i am a little sad about that. it is not a pure inviroment  with the south and north people. i think i can not work with the north. we have the different culture.yes!

I should do more to change about that .i should find some places where can give me happy and peace. now i can get what i want. i do not complain again. because i know i can not change it .but i can do something which is good for the future. i learn the E and hope i can communicate with people. i'd like cooking. i can learn some knowledge about firing.

i met my first lover in QQ group. i am shy and can not speak.so i hide myself. Maybe i do not want to the beautiful things which disappear. yes! my first love which is the memory in my deep heart is my treasure! i hope he is happy everyday and bless him. lucky!

工作上得不到发展，也就意味着年终的奖金无法还清所欠的债务。这点有些苦恼。再说我还想买辆车！最近看着自己的钱包越来越扁有点苦恼。想换个触摸型流行手机，无奈MONEY太少。Money也不知道是否用到恰到好处。最近还是得节约下。

今天的聚会看着H越发的水嫩，除了爱情的滋润外加保养。而我快成为黄脸婆了。脸上油腻得很，毛孔粗糙。亏我最近还看不老女潘迎紫演的武则天呢，怎么也不学学人家是怎么个保养的。这么晚了还不睡觉。就知道熬夜看碟上网。我要回复健康的生活。学会保养保养。

衰之二是注册一门都没考过。真是令人心寒。打击得够呛。虽然没有看书，可也得过了一门吧。偏偏我的考试运就差得很。下次考试我一定要带个吉祥物去！~

i think i am a little confusion.and some mood is out of control.why do it in that condition.maybe something changes. i need a couple. single for long time let me can not see sth.

right now i wrote the diary in C.then delete it ,cuz i said to myself that i must write it in E. it is a custom that i need to insist. ok. good guy do good job!

if you want to make things better.you must change your temper. and learn more about how to communicate with yours .it is very important! good.have a good luck!!!