生命谱出自己的曲调，或者圆润流转，或者荡跌低迷......

打开邮箱，收到一封信。很开心，算是很开心吧。至少他给我留了个QQ号码，总比总是石沉大海来得好。据说沟通聊天还要讲究方式的。不能完全透露，需要吊对方胃口。我要学会怎么跟异性聊天，是陌生异性聊天。太难了，所以说加QQ只是走出了第一步而已，路漫漫其修远夕。。。。。。

既然加了一个我可不能敷衍，一定要想办法成功。加油！把握机会，争取早点把自己嫁出去。我的目标我的目标我的目标。口号口号！聊了会就下去了，手机QQ还说在开会，我是说开小差吧。至少我前面的努力没有白费，总算是加到了个QQ，给自己鼓励，加把劲，我不能放弃，我觉得希望就在眼前。我要努力，老公我们越来越近了，是的。我们一定要尽快牵手。规划我们的幸福人生。老公，我们一起加油！尽早缩短彼此的距离。加油！我相信你也在努力着，两个人的努力就会拉近距离。我们会相见的！

打开邮箱，收到一封信。很开心，算是很开心吧。至少他给我留了个QQ号码，总比总是石沉大海来得好。据说沟通聊天还要讲究方式的。不能完全透露，需要吊对方胃口。我要学会怎么跟异性聊天，是陌生异性聊天。太难了，所以说加QQ只是走出了第一步而已，路漫漫其修远夕。...

秋天，总是在不经意间到来；到处都是桂花香。爱情仍未在花香中萌芽。不知道是老大故意捉弄还是反复操练我的忍耐力，我期待的爱情你难道真的是在远方。不管我怎么努力还是触摸不到。我告诉自己不能有消极的心态，我应该保持一颗积极有希望的心灵盼望你的到来。

你虽然姗姗来迟，我有点hate。但是我知道迟来的爱情往往是幸福的。所以我可以愿意去等待，可是我等待那么久了，你也在找我吗？若是找我，能让我感觉到你的存在吗？我想着秋天我两的重逢，可以一起去HZ.西湖边上手牵手。西湖边上的恋人都是幸福的恋人。我是个好人。我仍是在JY发信，为了缩短我们之间的距离我知道我应该不断地努力。今年有两个儿时的伙伴都结婚了，只剩下我一个单身的了，你不觉得应该牵起我的手。让我脱离SINGLE的行列吗？我对你有很大的期望。给我一些动力吧。

今天上班发现我已经对单位的那位气质帅哥不感兴趣了。大概只是一时的迷恋，感觉好平淡，似乎已经过去了几个年头。你我苦苦的寻找着彼此，互相努力吧。争取早日能够戴上戒指。加油！老公，加油！

The only idea  I am thinking about look for you in the net.It is very difficult to make you appear and  catch you . Early morning when I get up,I open the Jy net and try to find you in the crowd .but you do not apear.Every e-mail I send up that put into the sea .deep sea.

I do not like living in the deep sea with no passion and no dream. It is so cruel that when god gives you dream and then make it disappear. Everyday everyday.How could I insist attacking.god would you tell me?and my lover why do you so cruel ?Sometimes I hate you.hate you make me alone.hate you do not care about me.hate you let me disappinment.I hate you with my tears.

Why not do my real life?why do I waste my time to search you in the Jy?Why not make my life more happy and enrich? I waste more time in JY only for search for you.I swear that from now on I do not waste my time.I only spend 15th minutes to see the JY.and the other time dug well. If you care about me you can look for our life our wedding.our children...

So I should look for my hobby again.and if it make money or not.It is only my hobby.

Just now I am watching Ohj'S vidio.Ohj is the one of my reasons that I choosed work in this company. and I mistook him as my surname. Everyday I want to see him.Do you know that there is a very special attraction being himself. and at that time I am an artist.My lover I hope that you can appear quickly in my sight.Because you belongs to me.and are not far away from me.I think that you must be miss me at the other hand.and guess who I am.Me too. Before we meet with.I only can make somebody as you .I image that we work and live together.and everyday I can see you.and you look after me.we have dinner together.How wonderful!

My lover.I miss you whenever you are in the bus or in the Lexus.I miss you.I think before we meet with we can communicate with heart each other.I think that you also miss me.How are you today?What will you do in the national day?and do you think what's the baby's name ,our baby.wonderful.today we talked about baby and how to make baby in our group.and I admired them who have a baby and have a good hushand.I am always have little words about that objects.So I want to you can appear quichly. and I will never be alone.we can sing and dance together.I can sing a song and make a wonderful dancing with you. How could you be cruel to disappear?If you miss me,please let me know.I am your lover.

I hope I can hold you in the bus when I saw you broad shoulders.I think that I must be warm and confortable.I miss you very much.  Do you know my favorite food? I tell you with smile. I like Italy noodle and Tiramisu after that. taste good. I hope you can sit by mine.and we take the same foods.

I miss you. I am looking for you in the JY for about two years. but you do not appear in my sight.Do you know carry lammi su means take me away with you.and it had a lovey story. I hope one day we eat together. I can tell you this story.

The national day is coming.I hope next year you can stand by and hold me in your arm.we will have a wonderful wedding.and you say you love me .

what is the urgency things that I have to do? It is looking for an interesting things and keep it going on.

工作将近一个月。除了工作之外，我得挖井。给自己的未来挖一口很甜美的水源。怎样才能达到我的目的。ZJ介绍了一本秘密的书籍给我。说是一个人从没有梦想到梦想到梦想的视线过程。无非是毅力、信心。坚持就是胜利简短的五个字就可以描述人生。

首先，我得仔细想想看我有没感兴趣的事情可以做。而那份感兴趣的事情又可以赚钱的。思前想后好像没有，那么我只能在我所喜欢做的事情上怎么才能不浪费时间，或是转向工作日后的发展途径。比如说手绘，假如我有好的手绘基础那么我可以得到一份称心如意的工作。而工作会带来资金的积累。而后拓展。对，手绘。还有就是英语，这社会英语缺一不可，包括在我的工作中，假如我的英文的听说能力没问题，那么日后我也就有了资本作为一个晋升的平台。我想我的思路是清晰的。只是不能再一味的徘徊于原地。

其次，时间安排。找到方向后，合理的安排学习时间。在梦想很朦胧的时候，我至少得看清楚这3个月的资金走向及其需要面对的问题，一定要淡定、客观的去对待。多上博物馆或是向有学问的人请教。早上起床后我习惯性的阅读一篇文章，而后梳洗去上班。接着8小时的忙忙碌碌。而后下班回来充电。8小时的过程中我学习到的东西怎么才能转变成有用的东西。而不是一味的模仿，模仿也行在初期阶段的话不失为一个好的办法。

最后，我想我今天就应该开始行动。与其一味的抱怨住宿环境及性格特点。还不如从现在开始忙碌充实自己。

加油吧！